Peace prayer for 2012 and a new era.

I came across this lovely prayer for peace just before going on my  seven day journey  on December 25th to be near the pyramids in Giza Egypt on the  plantetary alignment of the stars with the pyramids. Here is to new Peace and joy in the new year 2012.

Ho’oponopono from the Huna teachings is an amazing way  of  clearing  whatever memories are current in our subconscious mind that are running our lives. In working with Ho’ oponopono I am reminded that I  was created perfect but memories and programmes are running my world. It has  made me realise that the only way that I can get inspired by God is by first returning to the purity of my heart,through forgiveness and love and that the way to do this is to give God permission to solve my problems by not constantly engaging with my conscious mind and always trying to keep focused on my own Ho’oponopono cleaning and healing.Only God knows what is perfect for me and this I trust and surrender to.

Please forgive me; I love you, thank you.

For more on how it can work within a clearing circle see alweena.com

Peace of I Alweena 

Learning from our mistakes.

Autobiography in Five Short Chapters

Chapter 1

I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost ... I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

Chapter 2

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

Chapter 3

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in ... it's a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault.
I get out immediately.

Chapter 4

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

Chapter 5

I walk down another street.

~ Portia Nelson ~ 

(There's a Hole in My Sidewalk

children

If you encourage your children to stay connected to nature, to god, to eat good food, to move and walk and run and dance and most important of all to forgive themselves and others;  they will stay balanced . They will remain in a state of grace. 

Seeing beyond the illusions

As I thought about what I wanted to write about today my glance fell on a piece of paper in front on me that said VISION DIRECT...and it so resonated with me. I am just reading a book called Disappearance of the Universe which was about the way we perceive this world and about the illusions that surround us. In addition it is about gaining peace through forgiveness of others and of the self.

This fitted in nicely with a recent workshop I did in Malaysia called Mid Brain Activation. The  workshop helped  children brains’  to be  activated for maximum function and amazingly at the end of the two days they could see  blindfolded and do activities like colouring with blindfolds on!. If you want to find out more you can look on http://www.geniusmindacademy.com.sg/. So here I was sitting amongst these children hoping to see with a blindfold on. However David Ting had warned me that it rarely works with adults as we have compensation over compensation, mask over mask, and  some of us have seemed to be too far removed away from  authentic self.

Though I was not able to see blindfolded as the children could, it seems that the workshop took off my blindfold! I was able to identify the shape and the colours of the cards because of the activation which but more importantly the activation made me SEE life in a totally different way and firmly put me back on my path. And what I was able to see was this........

The world I see holds nothing that I want and beyond the illusions and ego is a world that I want. 

I believe that all things I had  been seeking had  limited  and added a bar across the awareness of  myself and nothing is worth holding onto to delay from the truth as this will free me and allow me to value the peace of God. And having been born into a religion that advocates PEACE above all, my eyes were opened and my sight was changed but not as the workshop intended.

 For me now it is not  about giving up the opportunities of the world but of continuing with my daily life and focusing on something that is more satisfying by seeing through the illusions and thereby connecting with my authentic self ( the pono in hooponopono) and being congruent with my heart. A moment of choice between two worlds. So it seemed that in the silent darkness as I close my eyes and watch the light of this world it loses its meaning and blends into another. Here I see the light that the eyes cannot see and it is as A Course of Miracles describes all I have feared to ever lose was only LOSS and so there is no loss. And here is the Peace of I. 

On children....

I have just arrived back from Malaysia where I had gone with my son who was going to university . Whilst there, after seven weeks he decided it was not for him. The conclusion being, as he is a mature student, ‘I am too far behind and too far in front’. Since arriving back I have thought a great deal about children and my role as parent. After praying to God as to how to deal with it all an email landed in my box, from Ester and Jerry Hicks ...

Nothing is more debilitating than to care about something you can't do anything about. And you can't do anything about your adult children. You can want better for them, and maybe even begin to provide something for them, but in the long run, you cannot do anything about someone else's vibration other than hold them in the best light you can, mentally, and then project that to them. And sometimes, distance makes that much more possible than being up close to them.
--- Abraham

Excerpted from the workshop in Ashland, OR on Saturday, July 19th, 2003 # 175

And so I had guidance.

Hooponopono has helped a great deal as well and I have come to the realisation I don’t really know  what my children have come to live and/or experience in this lifetime and that many times my children have been, in particular this son, my teacher. It is not easy to appreciate their existence and what they've come to give you without continually trying to control and plan for them but I am working on it daily.

 I realise there are some truths that can help this . The first one is to Let go let God, in fact surrendering them to God. Hooponopono helps and  every time you say "I forgive you " or "I love you"   instead of reacting, trying to control, and worrying, I am giving my children  to God to guide them and protect them. The second is that It is my  job to clear my  vibrations and find peace within me as this translates all around me. I have learnt that much of my son’s frustration stems from the fact that his parents were not completely living their truth and as this changed the frustration left. This was an unconscious process and it was  hard to perceive it whilst I was living it but as things changed and I began to follow my truth and become more and more authentic and clear myself I saw this.. I realised my job as a parent was to clear myself and find peace in myself and that when I did this it helped him.

 So it seems when we are okay, our children are okay. It is not the other way around. They are waiting for us to get it!

On Children
 Kahlil Gibran
Your children are not your children.
They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you,
And though they are with you yet they belong not to you.
You may give them your love but not your thoughts, 
For they have their own thoughts.
You may house their bodies but not their souls,
For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, 
which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.
You may strive to be like them, 
but seek not to make them like you.
For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.
You are the bows from which your children
as living arrows are sent forth.
The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite, 
and He bends you with His might 
that His arrows may go swift and far.
Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness;
For even as He loves the arrow that flies, 
so He loves also the bow that is stable.

Forgiveness

Peace of I.

If you want peace around you and around the world it first has to come from you. As Ghandhi said, 'Be the change you want' and that comes from Peace of I. To attain this  is to continually live in a state of  forgivess, love and grattidude.

 For me it seems that if I can be in a state of forgiveness then the other two follow. So I try and  forgive everyone and everything and  especially  (the most challenging) myself.

I love the hooponopono concept of loving yourself, forgiving yourself and thanking yourself....it encompasses it all. I love, I forgive you and Thank you ( said to me) is  a constant mantra that helps me daily.






"There is a candle in your heart, ready to be kindled.
There is a void in your soul, ready to be filled.
You feel it, don't you?"
— Rumi